Tuesday, June 23, 2009

I Can Focus On Boring Tasks



Adderall Benefits:


1)It improved my ability to focus on tedious paper work .

2) It created a sense of, I can handle it. I'm smart, my brain is clicking, and it's just paperwork.

3) It seems that my eyes have changed, and how they see and lock into whats in front of me.

I Became the Tax Tamer:

The first day that I took Adderall, I suddenly decided, I should jump in, and get my tax stuff organized. I had put it off for a year...regretting it, to the point that I was fearing it.

I suddenly felt smarter than the pile of messy papers. I thought, "I can handle it..let's just do it".

As time has gone by, I'm amazed by how I have staying power for paper work. 2-3 hours can go by, and I'm still engaged. It helps me to complete tasks that are repetitious and dull.

The Eye to the Brain Connection
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My eyes seem more locked into what's in front of me. The key improvement with Adderall, is my eyes seem to be connected to the processing portion of my brain. Before, it seemed that a line was cut between the two. I'd look at things, but nothing happened in my head to relate to what I was seeing. That's when I'd feel that I was lost in a FOG. It was horrible. Like having plastic over my brain. I havnt felt that since.

Omega 3 and Brain Fog:
Omega 3's also help eliminate the foggy feeling. I noticed when it starts coming on, I'll pop a few Omega's, maybe 6 per day, for 3 days , and the fog is lifted. I need to take it every day!!!

Before Adderal:

I had trouble staying with it. It could feel like torture.
I've caused many problems and heart aches in my life due to my fear of paper work
and procrastinating. It's ruined my life in many ways and hurt my reputation.
This type of confession , is why I've kept my name hidden. It's embarrassing as heck.
Makes me feel like a loser. That's why I'm so grateful for Adderall.
Now I have to change my habits, take responsibility for what I've neglected.
Hopefully, I can regain trust with people that I've disappointed. But many things are just gone, ruined due to me dropping the ball.


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